Supporting

Here is the question.. Is it important to support fellow ward members??? The Answer is of course!! So when a young member of our ward works at a Pizza Place, you have no choice, but to support this youth. If no one got pizza then they would not need as many employees, which in turn he may loose his job. Then I would feel guilty for not supporting my fellow ward members. Due to being the nicest person in the world(YUP that's Me) I felt it is was my responsibility to get pizza. AND YES it was a sacrifice, but you have to do that at times. I already feel better!!


This week was a hard week to stay motivated. I guess I just needed a vacation from being good all the time. So I am going to find the smallest font possible to write in my loss/gain. I gained 5lbs AHHHHHHHHHH! Not very happy with this. So I need to get motivated. So I am a little nervous making this deal. But I have to get motivated. So I am giving myself one month to reach my goal. If I am not there then Kim and Sarah you both get a night out with your husbands. That means 10 crazy kids. So I have to hit my goal by September 24, 2010 or you guys all get to go our on the 25th. Now I have to get motivated!!!

What is my problem????

I have been so bad this week with giving in to cravings. What is wrong with me? Where has my motivation gone. I think part of the problem has been that I've been waiting too long in between meals, so by the time I eat I'm starving and I just grab the quickest, easiest, most unhealthy choice. Time to go shopping and get some healthy food in the house. But that's only part of the problem. I just seem to be catering to my sweet tooth. Part of me feels like I should just give up for the week and start fresh on Monday. But that is how I got to be 50 pounds heavier than I am now. At least I have not stopped working out. In fact I have been really good with my workouts. Monday I ran 5 miles. The whole thing! And I did weight lifting. Tuesday was Zumba and I walked a mile on the treadmill too when I got home. And today I ran 3.1 miles and I also did some weight lifting. So wish me luck with the rest of the week. I'm SO close to my monthly goal, but I don't think I'll be reaching it this week.

Off week!

I have not been doing good this week. I have just been craving and well eating everything!! I am still working out, but I have had a hard time with food this week. But today Kim came over and dropped off a stepper. I am excited to use it. I need to get motivated I am so close and I just need to buckle down and do it!! And that just about sums up my week!!

uh oh!

I just realized I have no scale!!! The inner turmoil...do I go get it or do I leave it at the house and pack it??

Update

There is no ice cream in my freezer this morning.

HELP!!!

I pigged out this weekend. Not good. I've been craving sweets all day. I didn't give in. I ran 5 miles. Still didn't give in to the cravings. Right before dinner I was starving, making dinner and Sydney wanted some of the Friendship Bread that has been sitting on my counter all day, that I've been craving all day. I gave her a little piece and ate just a tiny little bit of the bread, and that's all it took. Before I knew it I had eaten several slices of the bread. The good news is that it's gone now, can't tempt me. Bad news is that my sweet tooth is still craving. Jerry went shopping and brought home a little pint sized ice cream. I can't just let it sit in the freezer all week! I don't think it will stay there till Saturday.
(Ok, I don't think I really want help right now. Right now I REALLY want to eat that ice cream. I don't think it will make it till tomorrow morning let alone Saturday.)

Kim's Weigh In

Ugggg!!! Morning sickness...well my kind has officially set in. I have no appetite, nothing looks good, then all of a sudden I get super hungry to the point of almost passing out, or at least feeling like I'm going to, then I eat, then I get nausea, and the nausea causes me to not eat. Isn't that a fun little cycle I go through every day.

Despite all of that I drank soda this week which is never a good thing for my weigh in and I haven't been eating exactly healthy. So what this all boils down to is.... I didn't lose anything this week. I'm not that worried about it. I've had way too much to worry about this week so I definitely won't add weight loss to it. =)

I'm glad you girls had a good week! Good luck on reaching your goals!