Friday, September 12, 2014

Why, why, why!

I'm back again.  Still in the same struggle with weight that I've always been in.  Why can't I just lose the weigh, then KEEP it off?!?!  This summer was so fast and busy, and even though I tried to get to the gym regularly, I wasn't super good at eating.  So it's time to start again.  Again.
I actually started again, again, the day after Labor Day, and I was on fire.  I did really good, and didn't even cheat that bad on my cheat day that weekend.  Then Luke's birthday came this Tuesday.  I was great until I sampled a bit of the frosting as I was decorating his cake.  That little lick started the ripple effect that took all my motivation away.
So naturally I look back to what I was doing when I kept that fire and motivation.  Korina, you are the only one that sees this blog (pretty sure) so you might get sick of me, but I'm going to report my weigh ins starting tomorrow and also a midweek check in too.  I need to keep the umph going during the week, not just Monday.  I'll also post a starting picture, which will be depressing, but it's something I have to see and be real about.
As far as my workouts, I'm toying with starting the half marathon training schedule again.  I REALLY don't want to do a race right now - or even train for one.  Those long runs are really long.  But I can for sure start out on the training schedule, then when the weekend runs get above 6, I'll just stick with the 6 instead of going up to 9 or 10.
Between my trip to UT next month and our CA trip in November I really need to step it up.  I don't want to avoid being in pictures because I'm feeling ugly.  I want to be feeling good about myself - at least better than I do now!
So look for my pictures tomorrow on here, and my updates.  If you want to join me it may help keep me on track too!  But no pressure. haha!