Let me just tell you how the last few weeks have gone with the scale:
Monday: Wake up 1 or two pounds up from Weigh in (normal)
Tuesday: Back to weigh in :)
Wednesday: Really 5lbs up from weigh in!! Really 3 weeks in a row
Thursday: Back to weigh in
Friday: Wake up and loose a few pounds
This week the dieting was hard and depressing. I am scared to eat anything, I hate feeling that way, but every time I eat anything from a orange to a pizza(which I have not had in forever) I feel so super guilty! I always feel "I ate to much", "Ugh", "Why did I eat that" and so on. It really is annoying! Sometimes I really do wish I just didn't even care or I was naturally skinny and I could eat whatever I want.
Wednesday and Thursday are my hardest days waking up being 5 pounds heavier is never a way you want to start off the day. And then Thursday I stress all day about Friday's weigh in.
Today weigh in I lost another 2lbs! I should be happy, but I just want to wake up and be were I was before Dallin.
This time the weight loss is a lot harder, the first time I was able to celebrate every pound. For the fact I did not know where I could get, but this time I just want to jump to where I was. I know impossible....
On the positive note in 2 pounds I will have lost more weight then I need to loose! :) There's upside to this diet after all!
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